going bugis w qingai later. weets! it has been long since we crap tgh. LOVE HER :D MAY BE CHANGING URL SOON. =D

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history will replay again. im sure about this, it only matters when it happends. i really hate them more & more. i find them so fake. you know? lols. i feel like cutting my hair, but wat if i regret? sigh sigh sigh. amaybe asking the price first. cus aint worht 30 to trim alil hair. during eng saw dose sec2 ppl back. was looking high & low for qingai but didnt see her but saw the cute justin! lols, his so skinny nahs. after school saw him walking alone so called her back. den i cant tahan the 2 jiaobin so decide to go with him. went back t school first, den walk to my house from school! SO FAR CANS? but i dnt feel like taking bus too! muahahhahaas. im sure dey will kar my jiao wei behide my back. for sure~ xD YAWNS~ so sleepy cans? who dont know their OWN LIMIT?

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okok, have the urge to post. went home right after school and reach home ard 125. aint im a good girl? use the com till 2 plus prepare tuition stuff and went nap ard 3. w40 went bath & get ready for tuition. it has been years since i started w tuition again. hopefully this is really helpping me to pass my N level maths. everything is so fast, qingai leaving for camp tmr. school will be sucky to me as the path i used to walk during recess. wont be able to see her cute smile & cant hear her voice. hope friday she got time can jio me out but dont think she can. she will be tired after the camp and shes having some talk in school during the evening if im nort wrong. was listenning to "ZHI SHAO HAI YOU NI" this song and it reminds of my dearest qingai. tears came out. what if one day she forgets me after i leave school? she my dearest and i love her more den anyone else. i dont know why im so emo. i dont know why tears just came out when im listenning to zhishaohaiyouni. qingai; do take good care of yourself alrights? im gonna miss you like fuck. sometimes, i hate you people. you claim to be mature but you think you all are? you say me asif everything my fault oh please you think you are the best? beating here and there, didnt you all do that? you are just fucking childish and cliam that you are the best. OH FUCK, i really hate going school beside crapping with my dearest qingai all that. nothing worth going. wont be online from mon till friday. i want study! and prove to my mummy. LOLS- god bless me, the money for tuition wont be a waste of my parents money. i really want to pass my N. editting of profile making me go DING DING DONG. talking to didi on the fone makes me go HIGH HIGH HIGH. his so CUTE like ME =D

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he knows i've got a blog. he knows about those yandao stuffs. quarrel during friday night till very jialet. forget it~ im either changing a new blog or changing new password or even thinking or closing this blog. this is not the main reason too. i wanna stop myself from using so much of com. its a waste of time! got unfaithful from bestie mp3. weets~ so nice lah. =D IM SICK & TIRED/ I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE. LOLS! SO NICE; muahahahahas~ cant watch scary movie on fri, argghhs~ ass! jus two months away from my bdae cant watch nc16 meh? kukubird! den we watch recycle. those ghost face is scary & the sound effect bloody damn loud! got scare by dimple den me ira & her scream tgh. LOLS. so funny lah. but got touching part alos lahs. xD went cp after that. went missha to check whether they got wat i wan anot. sad only left one. ALWAYS LIKE THAT! den saw qingai`s sunshine boy. MUAHAHAHAHAS' nort bad nort bad. xD qingai taste got improve. =x got so irritated by frewster! fuck norhs. make till i very pek chek! ROARS- SCREAMS- SHOUT- envy his ex, cus shes good at editting pic & editting profile. but im good at nothing. =( hmms, sat stay at home till night waited for ahger came. =D dey had thier dinner den me & her went kovan, BUBBLE TEA! XD den walk ard bought my tape for name tag. xD den walk walk suddenly she wan drink v.k den went took a bus drop @ the stop b4 my hse went 7-11 ue know lah. FAIL! den we took 101 one big round till my house there went mama shp see got sell nots den dont have we go playground sit. den saw 1yandao. WEETS! followed him till 20+ there. like bian tai lah me. =x den slack ard went cheers see see. den decide ask mummy buy. while walking mummy called, den ask her come dwn. den ask her blah blha blah... end uo we bought NITE. hai hao loh. nothing much. told ahger next week try 8.8%. LOLS~ this morning study maths. i cant believe i study 2hours15mins for maths ok. muahahhaas~ maths w ahger every sun. =D sat night w her too! awwww~ i hate school lahs. qingai going camp this wed! BOOHOOOS! im gonna miss her like hell. sadd! and my hair sucks like hell. dont even have v shap or wat, so farking ugly! visiting supercut nxt sat night i think :D FRIENDSTER GETTING CRAZY, SO AM I. FREWSTER SUCKS idontwannabeamurderer./

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he knows i've got a blog. he knows about those yandao stuffs. quarrel during friday night till very jialet. forget it~ im either changing a new blog or changing new password or even thinking or closing this blog. this is not the main reason too. i wanna stop myself from using so much of com. its a waste of time! got unfaithful from bestie mp3. weets~ so nice lah. =D IM SICK & TIRED/ I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE. LOLS! SO NICE; muahahahahas~ cant watch scary movie on fri, argghhs~ ass! jus two months away from my bdae cant watch nc16 meh? kukubird! den we watch recycle. those ghost face is scary & the sound effect bloody damn loud! got scare by dimple den me ira & her scream tgh. LOLS. so funny lah. but got touching part alos lahs. xD went cp after that. went missha to check whether they got wat i wan anot. sad only left one. ALWAYS LIKE THAT! den saw qingai`s sunshine boy. MUAHAHAHAHAS' nort bad nort bad. xD qingai taste got improve. =x got so irritated by frewster! fuck norhs. make till i very pek chek! ROARS- SCREAMS- SHOUT- envy his ex, cus shes good at editting pic & editting profile. but im good at nothing. =( hmms, sat stay at home till night waited for ahger came. =D dey had thier dinner den me & her went kovan, BUBBLE TEA! XD den walk ard bought my tape for name tag. xD den walk walk suddenly she wan drink v.k den went took a bus drop @ the stop b4 my hse went 7-11 ue know lah. FAIL! den we took 101 one big round till my house there went mama shp see got sell nots den dont have we go playground sit. den saw 1yandao. WEETS! followed him till 20+ there. like bian tai lah me. =x den slack ard went cheers see see. den decide ask mummy buy. while walking mummy called, den ask her come dwn. den ask her blah blha blah... end uo we bought NITE. hai hao loh. nothing much. told ahger next week try 8.8%. LOLS~ this morning study maths. i cant believe i study 2hours15mins for maths ok. muahahhaas~ maths w ahger every sun. =D sat night w her too! awwww~ i hate school lahs. qingai going camp this wed! BOOHOOOS! im gonna miss her like hell. sadd! and my hair sucks like hell. dont even have v shap or wat, so farking ugly! visiting supercut nxt sat night i think :D FRIENDSTER GETTING CRAZY, SO AM I. FREWSTER SUCKS idontwannabeamurderer./

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school ends ad 1150 t0day. (: why aint it EVERYDAY? sigh sigh sigh` things are better, i hope. hope it will last! 1st lesson was cpa, while teacher teaching i go one coner go gv online check movie time. muahahahaas~ going out for movie later. bestie going for movie today too! but dont know she`s going w who. went toilet after MT came out saw best. she`s alone too. LOLS, fated lah! muahahahas` den she go for lesson while i walk to e place we sit. on the way say hello to jolene,cx & HONEY~ lols, honey so kute! xD den walk saw QINGAI & PEPPER! taoyan, qingai wants me t hug her! BLUSH* pepper`s smile is so sweet. :D going out ad ard 215. will be home b4 9 t cmy show. muahahhahaas` did some survey just now. alrights. bye~ 50 QNS SURVEYS ! 01. What time is it now? x- 1242pm02. What are you doing? x- THIS . listening to songs 03. Thinking of Anyone? x- ehhs , NANA qingai! 04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad? x- DONT KNOW 05. Why? x- no reason06. What is the last thing you ate? x- mayo egg bread. 07. Last thing that made you cry? x- FRIENDSHIP PROBLEM 10. Whats the last movie that made you cry? x- FORGOTTEN. 12. Who do you wish to be by your side? x- HIM 13. Regretted anything in this month? x- YES 14. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month? x- DOTS 15. Who was the last person you talked to? x- MUMMY 16. Who was the last person you hugged? x- QINGAI 17. Who was the last person you sms? x- HIM THE END*

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things are better but nort tat good too. FUCK FUCK FUCK! enjoy to mix w the rest of the malay girls already. some i mean. joke & crap around :D paid $4 and got my name tag already. imma good girl. of cus, im not goonna iron it on. if ironning i will be ironning 1 uniform ONLY. oh yah, i should be proud of my name but it look so kiddy with ur name on ur uniform going everywhere. AWWWWWW~ and people will get to know your name. inculding STRANGERS. KNS~ wat if they knw my name & school den check on me and kidnap me? sigh sigh sigh` teachers have no common sense. =X did some survey during last period. HAD FUN~ every single question they asked, was either strongly disagree or disagree. nothing good i've mention. LOLS~ i did one strongly agree, GUESS WAT? question, I RESPECT MY TEACHERS. OF CUS I CHOOSE STRONGLY AGREE. =D imma good girl! i show respect! x) so many people changing URL. kinda lay t change but still have to change! xD STM treat me so good today during pe huh? ask me TRY MY BEST & kuku stuffs. oh please, theres one teacher with him of cus he act asif he really care lah! KNS. aini came back today. crap with her alot today too! hope shes coming everyday but she only coming on friday. KNS! LOLS. I LOVE MY DEAREST QINGAI! shes so good! LOVE HER LOVE HER! and sweetheart, thanks for your concern! =D you take care uhs? LOVES MANY!

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just finish helping lihong edit her pic. love the last pic i send her. simple yet nice~ =D school was bad enuff for me lah. things turn out diff and sucky. didnt talk much to them too. and the four of them seems so happy. yeahs, its four and im the extra one. after oral went home alone. wanna be independent. just only friday i didnt attend school things turn out like dat. :D its fine with me. im like transparents to them. awww~ its fine with me too. wont stay in school unless important stuff. going home after school alone. SO BE IT~ i really hate being alone but things changes. i need to get use to it too. didnt eat anything today till jus now. ate 1 cup cake. i really feel like crying. i dont know the reason why and yet things are now like that. OHH WELL WELL WELL~ im not sensitive but things are TRUE ENUFF TO LET YOU SEE. bitches steal frews away from me. go ahead. nana qingai & cyn bestie i all i need now, i think. must keep in contact with them no matter wat. where can i find nan number2 or cyn number2? sigh` they are my real real real frends.

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